Scars From Within

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If the scars from emotional abuse were visible to the naked eye.

I assure you, you most certainly would cry.

Possibly die inside.

Try to figure out Why?

I can’t deny.

The pain I felt inside.

The sleeplessness nights where I cried.

Asking God why? Why?

What did I do?

To deserve this abuse.

What can I do?

To be free from this dude?

I haven’t got a clue.

So lost and confused.

Can’t see my escape route.

Scared to stay but more afraid to leave.

If I try to leave surely I’ll bleed.

If I stay,

Maybe he’ll change.

Maybe he’ll go back to his old ways.

Man, how blind was I?

It was all a lie.

All just a disguise.

I was in such denial.

Now, no longer blind.

Eyes open wide.

Found my strength deep down inside.

I know I’ll survive.

Never again will I be victimized.



Categories: abuse, Domestic Violence

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1 reply

  1. Never ever. They say never say never, but I’m saying never will I ever give away all of me again. I like that I’m a survivor, in fact I’m proud.💜

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